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用春天的独活草将你捆好......
July 10

细小的澎湃

                      

 

 

                       苏打绿 陪我歌唱 演唱会

 

                       盛夏 阳光耀眼 透过树叶洒下点点闪烁 还是无处可躲

                       手机铃声突然想起

                       苏打绿的演唱会 晚上 一起去

                       突然 在密不透风的天气里 热浪不断袭来的马路上 我终于无声尖叫

                       原本没来得及 以为是一个遗憾的结局

                       喜欢  这个惊喜

 

                       流转朴质的好声音 青峰用《无以伦比的美丽》 开场

                       不讲一句多余的话 一口气唱完五六首歌

                       喜欢歌者这样的方式  沉醉 收放自如 恣意飞扬

                       无论是清新迷幻  抑或流转回旋  鼓点紧凑  马不停蹄

                       完全被青峰的现场震撼到 如此充满着张力的好声音

                       完美的 休止留白 意犹未尽

 

                       简单的沟通 挡不住音符的诚意

                       一个有着真正清澈眼神的单纯的唱着歌的小孩

                       在他的音乐里有一种温柔而强劲的叙述 让人心甘情愿的粉碎

                       就是那些细小的澎湃 汇集成如此有力度的排山倒海

 

                       最后一首歌 这一天

                       让我握你的手你会知道我
                       让我在你身边一起穿越这条街
                       请让我在你身边一起纪念这一天

 

                       对于纯粹的人或事的喜欢 也是单纯的发白的事情

                       那些字字句句都是纪念 所以 它们有理由一直单纯美好下去

 

 

                                                                                             

                       很多天以后补上这些字

                       然后 不禁想到

                       沉淀过后 留下的

                       也许  才更值得回味久长

 

 

 

 

 

                                                          

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                        

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                                               

 

 

 

 

 

April 30

23

    
 
 
                                                                                              关键词:23   生日快乐
 
                                                                                                            家人
 
                                                                                                            爱与强大
                      
 
 
                                                             
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
March 17

风车日记

           
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                
 
                                                       
 
 
 
                                 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
March 12

光合 光合

        
 
 
                   空气里春天的气味越来越满溢
                                                           生活也开始小跑
 
                                                           晚上睡觉开着窗   柔和的小风儿钻进脖子  我甚至闻到了夏天的味道
                                                           GIVENCHY的婴儿香   被它吹散   
                                                           干净清透   
                                                           好眠的姿势

 


 
                                                            
                 睡觉前收到朋友的短信  他朋友的话剧终于在小剧场顺利演出 
                 简短的言语  我仍然能感觉到  诚恳
                 导演 排练 演出   是一个辛苦而漫长的过程
                 不断的在一段段起承转合之间找到符合自己心境与审美的瞬间 
                 我回复他  真诚和表演真诚是不一样的  懂的人  就明白

 

                                                     
                 太喜欢小金橘
                 我好象常常这样  对一个东西的喜好突如其来没有来由马不停蹄
                 饱和度很高的橘色  看上去就让人欢喜
                 光溜圆润 一颗一颗  青春无敌
                 习惯一口咬一半下去
                 清楚的 橘络 把果肉分明的隔离
                 清浅的甜 和一点辛辣的香气
                 一口气吃光光  满足回味
                 口腔里甜味继续游荡   嘴唇有点麻麻的 那分明是清凉的可以
                          
                                                            这感觉像是听Joanna Wong 唱歌     她啊跟苏打绿和梦露是同门小盆友
                                                            凡是有接触独立音乐在五年左右的时间 就不会不知道她是谁
                                                            想当年她16岁回到台北 曾经被多少第一次听她唱歌的人惊为天人
                                                            第一次听她的Demo的时候我惊讶的说不出话来 声音成熟到不行
                                                            绝对是截至目前我听到过最会唱英文歌最会唱Jazz的华人女声
                                                            Joanna最早的表演即是跟着苏打绿与梦露在台北live house
                                                            她在台上脱掉球鞋闭着眼睛唱歌的瞬间恐怕至今还留在很多当年观众的脑海里
                                                            听16岁的她唱歌 不会觉得她稚嫩或天真 听19岁的她唱歌 却也不大会感觉到她的成长
                                                            仔细想想觉得这是很奇特的事情
                                                            只是觉得成长的滋味无论如何都还是会被带进音乐里
                                                            就像那个曾经不会打中文字的Joanna 现在也开始唱中文歌了一样

 

 

 

                                                             浴室的灯    突然  不亮了
                                                             关上门   像是进入探索频道
                                                             于是   把房间的蜡烛拿进来 
                                                             盈盈的烛光     光圈很小 
                                                             我只能站在光影交接的地带    却仍然觉得   那光的明亮
                                                             这真的很赞

                                                             这是否也代表了我的一点点的成长
                                                             渐渐可以把这种快乐运用自如
                                                             任何生活中的小事都可以是证明自己过得很好的大事
                                                             所有的细微渺小    也都具有足以让自己勇敢开怀的巨大力量

 

 

                                                           

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                            

 
   
                   
                 
 
 
 
                                                           

February 24

White Frenzy

 
                                            
 
                                              
 
 
 
                                                                                       
                                                                                                    
                                                           在20岁的时候    世界以更为紧绷和鲜活的方式围绕左右
                                                           一切都更加未知     更加深不可测
 
                                                           在23岁的时候      内心映照分明了吗
                                                           至少   是干爽温暖的    我觉得
                                                           这样想的时候    嘴角挂着淡青色的笑     我
 
 
                                                          
                                                爱尔兰咖啡里的淡蓝色火焰    在午后的阳光下   近乎透明
                                                            我用无比专注的目光凝视     像是盛满透明的愉悦
                                                            chen给我看他去西藏旅行的照片
                                                            详细地讲解    
                                                            雪山圣洁的让我炫目的仰望    还有    那些饱和度很高的层层叠叠的绿色   眼睛像是在沐浴  
                                                            可印象中最特别的    是沙丘上点点弥漫的矮矮的植物    硬硬的灰色   倔强的温暖
                                                            我指着它   说   好像胡茬   一个温情的男人   有点诱人的孩子气
                                                            chen笑    对我的比喻慢慢适应
 
 
 
 
                                                           
                                                           
 
 
 
 
 
       
                                                           
   
 
 
 
                                                           
 
 
 
                                                             
December 31

写在2007最后的话

 
 
 
 
 
                                                          
 
 
 
 
                                                                              谢     谢
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
December 24

DEAR , MERRY X'MAS

 
 
                                                        
                                                        
 
                                                                                            DEAR , MERRY X'MAS
 
 
                                                                                  
 
                                    
                                    
 
                                                                                  浪漫是一种顺着心之所想往前走的干脆
                                                                                  我想
                                                                                  顺势而为     是不拧巴
                                                                                  义无反顾     是坚持
 
                                                                                  箫伯纳曾说
                                                                                  别人观察既存事物时   问     为什么
                             
                                                                                  我则梦想从未发生过的事    而问
                                                                                  为什么不呢
 
                                                                                  07年12.24
                                                                                  我在圣诞树下   仰着脑袋
 
 
                                                                                  :)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                    
 
                                      
 
                                    
                                    
 
 
                                     
November 21

百里香

            
 
 
 
 
                                                         
 
 
                
                                                         百里香    
                                                                       英文名:Dill
                                                                       自古希腊时代起就是英勇的象征
                                                                       古罗马时代的士兵在出征前会以浸泡百里香的洗澡水净身   并随身携带一小根百里香树枝
                                                                       借以蕴藏勇气             
 
                                                                                                                          ——题记
 
 
 
 
                                                         在我的包里   常会有两种东西
                                                         百里香小饼干   和   Mini小番茄        
 
 
 
                                                                       我清晰地看到人生的转折点
                                                                       我很庆幸   生于此时    长于此地
                                                                       我告诉自己     紧要关头不放弃    绝望就会变成希望   每一个想要放弃的时刻   都是紧要关头
                                                                       
 
 
                                                                       一直记得那个故事
                                                                       在炉子上放三个锅   分别放一个鸡蛋    一根胡萝卜   和一把茶叶
                                                                       煮十分钟后   
                                                                       第一个锅里的蛋变成硬的
                                                                       第二个锅里的胡萝卜变成软塌塌的东西
                                                                       而第三个锅里的茶叶原来是卷曲的    现在全都张开了    而且煮茶的水从白水变成了茶水
                                                                       前面两个锅里的东西都被环境改变了     只有第三个锅里的茶叶
                                                                       它释放了自己   同时也改变了周围环境
 
                                                                       梦想实现的过程是自己怎么在自己本身的能力和双手可以触摸的环境中来创造奇迹    
 
                                                                       全力以赴 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                      下班后        决定晚餐是冰淇淋
                                                                      突然就是很想吃到那个味道
                                                                      我比划着跟朋友形容它
                                                                      恩      薄荷巧克力+覆盆子+杏仁+一点点芝士 
                                                        就是有巧克力的浓郁  有薄荷带来的清凉   加上覆盆子的凝涩   杏仁的甜美   芝士的酸味
                                                                      嗯嗯     就是这个味道    
                                                                      朋友迷惑的看着我    好像是你自己发明的吧
                                                                      我笑      那大概    是我现在的感觉吧
                                                                      想把心情变成冰淇淋    试试看     用味蕾去体验                                                                        
                                                                      就变得触手可及  
 
                                                        我认真的一勺一勺吃掉自己的心情     很满意
                                                                      手边突然多了一杯    温的白水
                                                                      我抬起头  
                                                                      笨蛋    你呀    其实     是这个味道    自己都不知道
                                                                      为什么要用心情去掩盖本质呢
                                                                      喝喝看   再吃冰淇淋    
 
                                                                      我拿起杯子   慢慢的喝了一小口   极淡的甜
                                                                      所有的味觉像是草地刚刚淋过雨    自然恬淡
                                                                      于是我安静的笑      内心坦然
                                                               
                                                                      
 
 
                                                                       路过那家台湾小火锅店     从窗里望进去
                                                                       淡淡的雾气   很温暖
                                                                       突然很想进去    不饿    却想吃点东西
                                                                       浅浅的石锅    味道恰到好处的底汤  
                                                                       所有的位置都坐满了    却一点也不吵   很安静                   
                                                                       小小的歌声    在这个时刻钻进我的耳朵
 
                          
                                                                       爱转角遇见了谁
                    
 
                                                                       我放下筷子     喝了一大口可乐   无数的气泡在舌尖破裂    很爽  
                                                                       :)
                                                                       得到简单的快乐     我对自己提出表扬   热烈表扬
 
 
 
 
                                                                       看了会儿书  去厨房榨了番茄苹果汁
                                                                       回到卧房   接着看书
                                                                       不知道过了多久     杯子里的果汁发生了层析
                                                                       不再是原本浓稠的样子 
                                                                       很深的果肉像压缩泡沫在杯顶    宛如浮市繁花
                                                                       下面是清澈的汁
                                                                       喝一口    果肉沙沙的堵在喉咙   淤塞
                                                                       把这一层喝完
                                                                       甘冽恬淡的汁流入喉咙    舒畅自然
                                                                       小小的惊喜
                                                                       我   喝到了    本质的美妙
                                                                            
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                                                                                                                                              
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             
 
                                                                                                                                                                                                             
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                      
 
 
 
                                                                      
 
 
                                                                      
                                                                      
                                                                     
                                                                       
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
              
 
 
 
 
                                                                       
                                                                       
 
                                                                      
 
 
                                                                                                 
November 12

11,11。

                                                                                        
 
 
 
                                                                  
 
 
 
 
                                                                                                    我的宝贝宝贝
                                                                                                    给你一点甜甜
                                                                                                    让你今夜很好眠
                   
                                                                                                    我的小鬼小鬼
                                                                                                    逗逗你的眉眼
                                                                                                    让你喜欢这世界
                                                                                                    哗啦啦啦啦啦    我的宝贝
                                                                                                    这个时候有个人陪
                                                                                                    哎呀呀呀呀呀    我的宝贝
                                                                                                    让你知道你最美

                                                                                                    我的宝贝宝贝
                                                                                                    给你一点甜甜
                                                                                                    让你今夜很好眠
                                                                                                    我的小鬼小鬼
                                                                                                    捏捏你的笑脸
                                                                                                    让你喜欢整个明天
                                                                                                    哗啦啦啦啦啦   我的宝贝
                                                                                                    这个时候有个人陪
                                                                                                    哎呀呀呀呀呀    我的宝贝
                                                                                                    让你知道你最美

                                                                                                    哗啦啦啦啦啦   我的宝贝
                                                                                                    孤单时有人把你想念
                                                                                                    哎呀呀呀呀呀   我的宝贝
                                                                                                    让你知道你最美
 
 
                                                         
 
 
                                                                                 和亲爱的你们在一起          鑫很快乐     
                                                  
 

                                

 

                                             

                                                                  11,11。 》

                                                                                                 ————我的静像电影

                                                                                          镜头〉

                                                            镜头摇下   升降臂也降下

 

                                                            如果    多年后的一天     我仔细地在镜子里看自己的脸

                                                            皮肤不再像十七八岁的时候了    

                                                            但是那又怎么样呢   我的眼睛里多了很多东西

                                                            所以我对自己说    好吧   我高兴我开始变老了   希望能得到相应的智慧

                                                           

                                                             我很珍惜自己身上的孩子气

                                                             我一直小心翼翼的保护它

                                                             因为我觉得能用孩子的眼睛看世界

                                                             是上帝给的礼物

                                                            

 

                                                                                     〈摇镜头及拼接镜头〉

                                                11,11。

                                                            早晨醒来    大猪在身边  

                                                            我抓着她的胳膊晃醒她     两个人对着懒懒的傻笑

                                                            昨天晚上一直聊天   不知道到几点    不知道是谁先睡着

                                                            我饿了     想吃冰淇淋

                                                            闭着眼睛跟大猪说

                                                            你终于饿了      她开始笑

 

                                                            阳光安静的洒满房间   手机突然响起  是亮

                                                            今天一起吃冰淇淋吧

                                                            我笑      我在大猪这里   等下我们一起去找你吧

                                                            好    那我等你们喽    我亲手调口味给你们

 

                                                            收了线    大猪的表情夸张

                                                            你刚说完想吃冰淇淋    就打来了     嗯嗯   好兆头

                                                            好      我决定 1111就我们一起过了   哈哈    

 

                                                            等我们赶到   橘色灯光下 亮笑容温暖

                                                            亮这家伙果然亲手调制      一份加华夫的芝士蛋糕范特西    一份酷圣石最爱

                                                            醇厚的味道中点缀着草莓的清香   甘冽中微微带酸     

                                                            饱满而温柔     细腻绵长

                                                我感觉到幸福

                                                           

                                                我喜欢冰淇淋     在冬天里

                                                            因为在冬天冰淇淋不会流泪

                                              

                                                捧着超大份  繁华如世的冰淇淋

                                                            屏幕上是卓别林的电影

                                                            鑫大笑着   泪流满面

                                                           

                                                            我们不一定要去多么昂贵的餐厅

                                                            只是一支甜筒    鑫就会开心得像个孩子

                                                            你都不知道

 

                                                            我没有问你工作中有些不开心的事是怎么回事

                                                            是因为   我在安静的倾听   想静静地在你身边给你支持  温柔而坚定的力量  而不是指手画脚   我相信你   能够处理好

                                                            我要给你宁静的快乐     而不是更加郁闷的表情     再让你不安和焦虑

                                                            你都不知道  

 

                                                            你不一定要每次都走过来

                                                            有时   我多希望   你站在原地   让我走向你 

                                                            你都不知道

                                                            你不用每时每刻都担心 我在等你

                                                            有时等待是一种满足 

                                                            你都不知道

                                                            我说可以不见面   随你

                                                            不是不想见到你

                                                            是因为    我想让你在马不停蹄的工作后能有一点点时间休息    对我来说没有什么比你的健康更重要

                                                            你都不知道

                                                            我说我的工作很重要

                                                            不是因为我不在意你

                                                            是因为   我想让你像我为你骄傲一样为我欣喜   我需要获得更大的自我认同   和你站在一起

                                                            你都不知道

                                                            . . . . . .

 

                                                            我们都在真实而真诚的生活

                                                            此时我愿意相信我刚刚看到的一段话

                                                            “这个世界没有完美的爱情    我不讨厌焦虑的爱情   因为爱情是不能讨价还价的

                                                            你接受了爱情    就会跟着他走

                                                            有焦虑  才有松弛      有低谷   才有高潮     这一切会让你丰富   让你深刻

                                                            所以  爱情   无论是我痛苦的   还是让我幸福的     都是伟大的

                                                            我不会去想这到底是不是真正的爱情