Chapter  1

 

                                                            咖啡店    靠窗的老位置     却要了百香果茶

                                                            白色背心   黑色短裤   和巧克力色的左手指甲

                                                            夹脚的拖鞋    干净的脚趾

                                                            干燥的阳光   在涂过防晒霜的皮肤上  一跃一跃

                                                我   沒有魔法   沒有翅膀

                                                            伸出手去   阳光透过指缝炫耀光芒  

                                                            仰起头   眯起眼睛   迎向 瞬时间黑白的光影变幻 

 

                                                            手里的书  是《Lolita》

                                                            喜欢极了前两段话：

 

            洛丽塔，我生命之光，我欲念之光。我的罪过，我的灵魂。洛——丽—— 塔：舌尖向上，从上颚往下轻轻落在牙齿上 。洛。丽。 塔。

            在早晨，她就是洛，普普通通的洛，穿一只袜子，身高四尺十英寸。穿上宽松裤时，她是洛拉。在学校里她是多美丽。正式签名时她是多洛雷斯。可在我怀里，她永远是洛丽塔。                       

 

                                                              

 

 

                                                    

                                                                                 Chapter  2

 

                            You know  ,whenever  we  feel  happy  and  content ,

                    An  umbrella  borrowed   from  a  magician  would  always  play  some  kind  of  little  trick 

                                                                .  .  .

 

                                                人是奇怪的生物

                                                            边走  边掉落身上的一些东西

                                                            可能是勇气   冲动   耐心这样的东西

                                                            可能是容貌   身材

                                                            也可能是信念   价值观之类

                                                            要捡拾起来吗   完全不

                                                            弯腰捡起来   总是有所停滞  

                                                            或许回头捡拾    或许原地找寻     终归是停滞 

                                                            人的眼睛长在面孔上   所以只能向前看

                                                            内心的方向要和它一致

                                                            所以人  终究  仍旧是要继续往前走的

                                                            也许不是罗拉似的快跑

                                                            也不是   拔腿走

                                                            不用 拔  这个字  

                                                            根本无需   拔  

                                                            也不说抽离     这个词总是有重量   像是戛然而止   心有余念
                                                            因为知道   既然已掉落  就毫无意义
                                                            所以  人是这样的  走着  掉落  然后用新的东西弥补自己

                                                            一路走   一路掉落

                                                            一边失去   一边修复自己

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                 Chapter  3

 

                                                在头上   天空亮的像玻璃 

                                                穿过楼与楼的门洞时

                                                            突然回头遥望    目光再次穿越人群   到达那个地方

                                                            试图搜寻那个冬日午后  站在楼角的

                                                            亮晶晶的眼睛里闪着的微笑的目光

                                                            这个笑起来坦荡却如此童真的家伙

                                                            那个位置人来人往   却空空荡荡

                                                            超大墨镜下   嘴角微微上扬  

                                                            在说  Hey man  记得要开心 一直一直活蹦乱跳 梦里傻笑

                                              

                                                            路过现代城     去了光合作用书店

                                                            人不多   依旧安静

                                                            在儿童书架前停留   翻着五颜六色的童话

                                                            最后  在进门左边的书架上   取下麦卡勒斯的书   带它回家

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                

                                                                                                          

 

 

                                                            

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                    

                                                                                   

                                                                   Chapter  4